HEART BEAT

lovers theme park or the best hide outs-Spencers

2006-12-28T22:24:00.000-08:00

Today i was inside spencers on a mission (for those who doesnt know what is spencer`s here goes the definition of it:It is one of the best shopping malls of chennai.)You can find many shops over here in rows selling varies items which suites the needs of all kinds of people.

I was inside this big shopping mall for buying a small wallet.When i was searching the right shop i found many people sitting in the basement with a ice creams in their hands.Concentrating on my work(purchasing the wallet) i was searching for the shops.many shops were selling the product with varied prices.After reviewing all the options i bought one .When i came back after nearly an hour the same pair of couples were sitting in the basement but people were sitting empty handed and chatting with each other.Fortunately i found a boy in the midst of couples who turned out to my oldest buddy.He tried to hide is face by moving behind his girl.Since i know the damn face for more than 10 years i found who it is .I dont want to go and talk to him directly since his girl was near by.When i rang his mobile he said to me that he has come along with his friend and they are in their project discussion.Project discussion in spencers at 1.00pm in a week day for a couple who are working in the corporate services .Hell what a false statement it is and the best joke ever i heard.

After seeing many people over there i found ninty percentage of the people in the gang with the with the same taste.Just putting kadalai without even a ice cream.Now i found the best hideout after the office hours

Truth

2006-11-25T04:07:00.000-08:00

Days,Months and Years are gone .Now i am 23 with already 6 Months out of my hands.What i have learnt in this journey?.Though i have learnt many things are they correct from every ones point of view?.Thinking answers for this lovely questions which will decide my road ahead ,i was sitting in a local metro bus.It takes nearly two hours for me to reach my office from my fort(home).As i used to see many people of varied age on the way, i used to think what they have achieved in their life.A question which many people answers in many ways according to their own ideas.But there was a uniqueness among them.Everybody was married .Everybody have their kids for whom they work from morning to night.Sometime they used to sacrifice their own wishes for their kids.Is this life necessary?.Is it not possible for you to lead a life which will be aloof and happy?.Many times i used to post the above questions to the most experienced people(who have lead 40 years of marriage life ).I heard a unique answer."You will experience the definition of life".Is this the only way you can attain it.I doubt .Many people whom i have come across are happy without a marriage .They don't have kids to worry about.They don't have husband\wife to torture them.They don't have other queries which others post on them(Many time to be answered compulsorily).See the hurdles in life.You think marriage is mandatory?After reviewing many questions of similar type i came to a fair conclusion"Let me analyse it after experiencing it"

Two Months and Twenty one days

2006-06-27T00:58:00.000-07:00

It has been nearly a month since i drafted my last post.It was hectic moment in

chennai filled with new projects,handovers and other formalities.I feel how i missed

the people and place where i took everything for granted.

Feeling weird while zipping around the chaotic chennai traffic

Travelling in two wheeler along the ECR

Meeting the legend killers(old friends) who were with me nearly for a decade

playing cricket with the kids

sleeping in my bed for nearly 14 hrs a day,

calling all my friends who were with me in banglore and hyderabad.

Remembering the lovely days which i spent in panjagutta,necklace road, Hussain

sagar.

Seeing the NIFT campus from my window.

Talking to the females in the trace after everybody slept(who was in the opposite

building)

It was a good time for me and the time where i learnt everything in my life

including to lead a life when i am alone

A Successful Send Off

2006-05-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

There was a small issue today morning.But it was solved gradually as the time passed by.We have decided to start some high priority work.And so we went to the client seeking the permission.That was a golden moment.

There was a moment of vibration inside my pocket.I felt it and found that somebody is calling me on my mobile.I found it was my boss and said "hello" without any enthusiasm.Suddenly everything changed.He greeted me for my movement to chennai. There was some enthusiastic feeling inside me which made my mouth open in terms of happiness.I felt that i am moving to a place where i want.And i started my work inculcating little more enthusiasm adding to the present.I had finished the work in the same pace though it had some hurdles to cross through.Then i went to the client and explained him that it was over succesfully.There was a little hickup inside me when he started checking whether the application is working fine .But i am confident that it would.After some initial test i found the result on the screen

TEST COMPLETED SUCCESSFULLY

Moment of joy inside me making me to give a feeling that i have touched the sky.All the final activities are over .

Now i called my boss .He has assigned me a new work but in same place.I will be here for another two or three days and i will fly to my home land.

I have informed all the senior clients unavoiding the worst one's also.Some congragulated me heartfully and some only from their lips.

Back to pavilion

2006-05-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

Atlast the day has come which i dreamt for months.My replacement has come to banglore and i have started giving him the handover.when i compared him i found he is a fast learner and a good person.Yesterday there was a small hickup.since my seniors got screwed from the clients on behalf of me.And in turn they screwed me also .But at the end of the day it all lies in the game.Since i am moving back to chennai.Yet there is one more week to stay here for some company issues.Now i am in cloud 9 for the very old reason in my pocket.There is only one focus and only one path . Focus being the CAT and the path leading to IIM.This is a Do or a Die situation . since my boss has guessed about my transfer to Bombay next year a long way from my home.

I miss many things out in this beautiful city.
1.The girls hostel behind my guest house.
2.The IISC cricket ground where i used to be Brett lee.
3.My buddy who is a scientist
4.My cousin who is a good person to mingle with.
5.The words war which we used to have in the guest house.
6.The first pub where i went and danced without boozing.
But at the end of the day i thought i have sacrificed the happy life for a noble reason and recollected the happy moment in my life(Birthday) which i celebrated with the third person`s for the first time in my life.